Into the Destructive Element (Written after reading Delmore Schwartz: The Life of an American Poet by James Atlas)
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It's more of an effort
than it should be
for you to go
from one room
to the next
A dog wearing
a human expression
follows you out
Someone notices
the sound of crying
disturbing the leaves
and the light
on the crumbling
ledges of clouds
or doesn't
2
"Into the Destructive Element. . .
that is the way"
scribbled on a bank deposit slip
Your face like a broken plate
hastily glued back together
3
Wine at night
and gin from a jam jar
during the day
and your dead mother
outside the window
holding out a shriveled
black raincoat to you
4
The kind of room
set aside by the state
for poets to die in
girlie magazines
winking from the floor
and a raucous
but insolvent crow
riding on your shoulder
5
Your door was open
so I glanced inside
but all I could see
was a stupendous blur
as when the universe
gets rushed off
ding dong
in a paddy wagon
6
Even with your head
on Dexedrine fire
beautiful women give you
encouraging looks
All art you tell
the least damaged ones
constantly aspires
to the condition of light
and then leaves shiver
silver in the sun
Quartet for the End of Time
1
I step around the puddle, the only mirror
remaining
2
Echoes and shadows, and the doe-eyed
teenage babysitter prophesying double-crosses
3
Torn-out throat of morning, outdated X-rays of the
afternoon
4
Roadside flare still burning
hours after the accident has been cleared away
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